WHOOO xD Im finally back home after a crazy crazy trip of europe... x__x Ive decided to make a journal entry for each of the days I was there...so it will be an ongoing project for me... on other news..I only have 26 days until I leave for college~~~ aughh x_x Its a good and scary thing I think, at least for me, haha ^-^ It's like, you feel like your ready...like your so sure that its time to get out of your house and go to be on your own..but then I am scared also...I am afraid of losing all the people I have met over the last four years...I would be so sad to lose them.....It would be horrible. I love my friends so much..and I really do care about the things we have been through. And I will even admit, and this has been bugging me..there was this stupid incident thing with a girl I had been really close to over my boyfriend..and my friends best friend dated my boyfriend freshman year.. ugh. total bullshit situation....But anyway...in the long run...it didnt have anything to do with me... but I still got dragged under. I guess what bugs me about this is that I hadn't expected my friend to act to immaturly...in fact it really made me rethink everything about her. She kind of dissapointed me...so in the end, I dont have any kind of regret for dropping her like the dipshit she was towards the end of our senior year....but I can still say I loved our time together junior year. I know people are all like, Oh if you really like her then keep being friends!! :D
...mmm.. its not even that we physically said it was over...it just is. She screwed up...and its going to take more then an "im sorry" to get that kind of screw up off. Like it was blown out of proportion so much... it was the single biggest waste of time and energy I have ever gone through. -__- to be honest...for me, my definition of a true friend is not someone who acts that way, despite knowing all the facts. Guh. I dont want to say a name, but im sure some people will know who she is...Im just so glad my friend David helped me out with this...;////; I love him. It caused so much trouble and I was so sad during this time... ugh...but I still will always remember how much fun we had our junior year...shes fun and energetic and loud xD and she always speaks her mind no matter what people think. I think its a good and bad quality about her ^-^ It means shes very raw and real..but it also means that she can say some pretty mean shiz without even realizing it, and can never understand why people are sarcastic with her and snap at her all of a sudden. She hates people who are slightly passive agressive too...she thinks that you should always be like her, just saying whatever your feeling at the moment. But maybe she needs to understand that not everyone works that way...-__- I hope she changes in college...I watched over her ass (great mental picture xD) all junior year and I think shes a great person. I just think she needs to grow up and learn some more life lessons. Im just sad the year ended that way with losing her because she suddenly wanted to act like a kid...but maybe things will change in the future? maybe not..but we will see ^-^
phew xD Im done bitching...allthough it sounds more like im trying to convince someone of what im feeling xD
haha. are you convinced? probably not xDDDD
GAAAAA xD iowq3te8w3gdsbsd
OKAY!!! ^0^ enough b.s.
xDDD Imma start the italia stuff and trying to keep a constant journal as often as I caaaaaaaann so stay ontop of this!!! ^-^ WHOOOOO~!!!
Today at 12:00 I register for courses at Eckerd... x__x im soo nervous....for Autumn Term, we have our top 5 out of 34 and then we only will get one of the five classes. whatever class we land in will be our one class for the first term, and whoever the teacher is will be our mentor for the freshman year..and then after the year is over, we can decide where we want to go, either stay or move to a new mentor!! wanna hear my five???? (SO NERVOUS!!)
1. Notions of Nature, Japanese Popular Culture - Professor Momo
2. Globalize Yourself in The New Flat World - Professor Robert Jozkowski
3. Ethics and Animal welfare - Professor Jason Sears
4. China's Health Practices and Challenges - Professor Claire Syiles to Andrew Chitick
5. Class Race and Gender in Latin American Film & Literature - Professor Yanira Angulo-Cano
Im dying to have the first classssss.. it wudl be so helpful for me to have Momo sensei.. xD When I visited Eckerd, we talked for froever and she rewuires everyone to call her Momo Sensei... xD The other course I really want is Globalize...its an intro business course on the international scale.. very helpful too x__x But ive been told at 12:00 today everyone will be clicking on one of them... im dying..they say courses can be filled up the second you get online guuhh x___x
-nervous-
haha ^-^
wish me luck~!! I think Im seeing Nate after I finish the registration...its still hard to beleive im home!! This ismy first full day in the U.S
WRITE SOON~~~
xoxox
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
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